Ahhh.

So I am applying for residency next year (hence the interviews) and it came time to make the list (eek!), and its done. Based on my ordered list and the programs' ordered list, we will get a match come March 17th. (Mmm can taste the alcohol already).

And, apparently I am a SPAZZ and can't let two nearby areas touch on the rank list. So, this will be a suspenseful month. Yay....?

Also, this month has been my medicine acting internship. Which is a nice way of saying torture. I think everything other than physical pain is used to try to keep me in line. Actually, no, that too, if you consider the "ha, you cant eat till 2:30pm" as physical pain. I looked it up, its "abuse of power". Yes. I am hoping that they won't fail me so I won't have to endure any more than I have to. I hate 98% of it. The 2% I like consists of the interns, the other medical students, and the cool-as-hell witty old patients who make fun of us. Until they die, that is. :(. My fucking goodness, I am so glad that I am basically done with my school.

Also, winter led to winter funk. Not quite depression, but damn, I was lifeless. Now that the snow is melting, it is time to de-hibernate. Apparently the first phase of that is anger. Like, now that I have feelings again, they seem to consist of annoyance. Because everyone is annoying today. I DID go for an outdoor run for the first time in 4 months though. It was bad, but not horrible. But, reallllly bad.

ANYWAYS. Dinner today at this expensive vegan place and I'm not paying for it and its essentially my first valentinesy thing ever and I will drink a lot. The end.